We were just talking about our "Burn Book" and I thought up an idea for something called The Burn Book.
Here is the idea I have written down:
Burn Book-Don’t judge a book by its cover. A girl keeps a book that hides her deepest darkest secrets, her burns, her memories…One day when she comes home from school the book is missing…The next day it turns up at school at the pep rally with the cheerleaders and they burn it in a bonfire. She seeks revenge.
Thats all I have...Tell me what you think of the idea!
- Location:At my house getting ready for band
- Mood:
amused - Music:None..In my head..60s Music..Fight Song..Randomness..
1. You are like family to me. You are my best friend. Yet I know so little about you and your life. I haven't really talked to or seen you in the longest time, its starting to feel like we aren't really best friends.
2. You are also one of my closest friends..Or you were. Your family is like family to me. We haven't talked in a long time though because you are always at beauty school. It is nice that you found something you want to do. It is nice that you got married I am happy for you. That doesn't mean you should besides school lay around your house eating sleeping and watching tv. You are getting fat. Seriously go do something. You should stop avoiding your friends too. Your friends want to be there for you, let them be.
3. Your sister is getting married. Whooptie doo for her. For one thing she may like her fiance finely, but I think she is just copying the person in number 2 like she always has. You know it. I am not going to say anything about your parents or brother. On to you. You are my friend, your family has been my family..Somewhat..So you got to be a leader huh? Well so does Nicole. That doesn't mean you can strut around like you own the place. That doesn't mean you can be all bitchy. You may be trying to help us but that doesn't mean you can act like you have.
4. You are a fun person. Writing, acting, and God knows what else the things that you do. It has been fun hanging out with you. I'm gonna miss you when you are gone. Though we haven't achieved everything we are supposed to yet, we can get these things done. It is going to be really fun with everything we have. =)
5. You are 25 almost 26. You have a successful job and a roof over your head. That is good. But you can't hang out with the other 2 for the rest of your life. You have to move on. Find someone. Get married. At least try. I'm sure there are tons of people who would go for you if you tried. Who else is gonna keep the family name running? Well besides him..You need to save as much money as you can to get some food for yourself. You can't live on what you have forever. Don't forget your family. You cannot avoid us. I know you are busy but so what we are too and we still make time to call and say whats up. I am the only person in the family you hang out with pretty much and I am grateful for that but come on. You come and get me like whenever I get bored at home but you can't come over here and play a simple game of golf when dad calls you?? Thats messed up. And leave gay people alone. Everyone has their opinion yes, but did they do anything to you? No. It is their lifestyle. They chose it not you. Typical that you are like dad in that. Its sad. I bet you can't even tell me exactly what passages and everything the Bible says that being homosexual is wrong.
6. You are also going on 26. You are working 2 jobs now. Busy bee. Don't forget the family. Everything the same and in 5 and I have more to add. Do you see what happens when you drop out of school?? Its good that you finally got out of the house..But at 21? Yeesh. Stop complaining about not having food to eat. It is your fault and only yours that you spend all of your money on fast food every day. AND when people try to take you out for food you complain about not wanting what they want to get. If they are paying for you you should be grateful! Maybe if you didn't make the bad choice that you did you wouldn't be suffering like this.
7. Mother you made a bad decision. I haven't talked to you in awhile. I haven't seen you in years. I don't know why you chose to do what you did and I don't think I want to know now. You are suffering for the decision. It was stupid to do and it screwed me up. It screwed Kimberly up too. You do not know how many bad things have resulted in your leaving. Too many. I don't even want to name any of it. Luckily I got better. But I think Kim got worse. It was a nice vacation for us but one that really screwed up our lives. Wisconsin is nice. I am going back there but not to Beaver Dam. I met a couple friends there. School there was okay but some of the teachers weren't. We could hardly get by. It is like you are doing what 3 jobs now? You have had a bunch of sickness problems and I am sorry for that. I can't change that. I don't know anything about what is wrong with you. I am not a doctor of any sort no matter how much I try to help people. I cannot help you. You cannot be helped. Not by me at least. I can tell that your time may be getting shorter though which really sucks for me. It might even set me back a few years into problems..If you die I don't know what I will do. I know I am going to see you sometime next year supposedly but it looks doubtful. Whatever. I don't care anymore. There is nothing I can do about what you did and I have gotten over it as much as I can.
8. You are like my brother. You are old. Like 29? Wow..You make bad choices. You have been divorced once and have kids. You don't seem to care or remember. Be compassionate. You are trying to move on, great! But you still have family. You are making a bad choice in women. Stop getting people who shoot up and drink until they are in a coma. Find someone who doesn't do drugs, at least! Drugs ruin lives! You should know that by now! As for your boss and your job, you need to quit! No job is worth what you are being neglected for. You could have so many other jobs that pay well and everything. Seriously. You need to stop and think for once. Think about your life. About everything you are doing. You really need to reevaluate.
9. Since I don't have the guts to say it, this is how it will be done for now. Maybe some day I will get the courage to actually tell you. I know I am small, I know I am young. I know I have a lot of life left to live. I know I have not experienced much. You may think I have not known you long enough for this. You may think that I am stereotypical or childish or something. You can think what you want and say what you want. Now I shall say what is on my mind. I have fallen for you. I am completely in love with you. If it is not love, then love is a source of anything and everything. If there is bigger love than what I have then I am amazed at this concept because I have so much love. I have been in love with you since I first started talking to you. I don't know what to do about it. It is making me crazy. Some people already know about it and who it is. I can't get you out of my head. I don't know how you feel but it is probably not the same, that is why this is nameless luckily. If it was not nameless I think you would probably freak out and avoid me and I don't want that to happen. I had been thinking about telling you. At this moment I am thinking of the negative things again. I cannot express exactly how I feel, too many descriptions. I would rather be your friend than nothing at all though so yeah.
10. To everyone. Live in the moment. I haven't decided to yet. Don't be afraid to live life because you only have one life to live. Be smart with your life because you have to live with the results of everything you do. There are many outcomes to everything. I don't know what else to say..Huh I guess this was to me too..Like I said everyone.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
sleepy - Music:None
My first writing on here. I have not settled on one journal subject yet but soon.
I want to put a play I wrote in middle school up here but I have yet to find the hard disk.
I introduce to you some of my writing:
Sokentha looked up at the sky and saw a flash of lightning. It started raining blood. Everything she had knew was gone, had died. Now the evils were coming after her! She did not know what she had done wrong but now the world was paying for it. She was a Princess but she was generous! There was no light, everything was dark. The ocean seemed like it was being drained. Maybe there was a holy war going on or something. If only she didn't let the two saviors die! People crawled out from the under world and came after her. She did not know how she would get out of where ever she was, she just knew she had to get out. With nothing left she had no place to go. She ran into a building, but it was on fire. Then within a whirl from the sky, the crew of evils came from a distance. She didn't know what she would do..She let herself go. The evils grabbed her and transformed her into a darkling, an evil. And then she was, like the Raven, nevermore.
I thought this was going to be random, but I think this relates to my other story. I should use it. It sounds like an alternative ending or something! What do you think of it?
- Location:This house is not a home
- Mood:
amused - Music:Nothing Right Now
